Today was a hard day on the heals of one of the best days since I started the MKE. I thought I was overcoming my negative thinking habits when I was confronted by my negativity toward the state possibly being shut down again because of the V—–. It just threw me into a tailspin and could not recover. As a result, my mindset I determine must be to work harder and get into my fears or insecurities more swiftly. They will come anyway. Why slack off if they are inevitable? Just get through them and get to the breakthroughs quicker as well. It was a lesson that life was showing over and over since years. Life isn’t a bowl full of cherries so just get used to eating dirt and say thank you to the dirt.